jz back fr camping...

last saturday i jz back fr camp dayang...is so tired but enjoy..
tis is my 1st time go camp..is so enjoy got mny thg play..
is most excited one is nite walk n jungle trekking...
in thr i oso not sleep ..my fren n i were chatting in thr...watever we oso got chatting

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when i back home...i alrd sleep 1day alrd coz feel so tired...
tired but so enjoy...

haizzz...wat can i do N0W__who can help m3..

t0day, my teacher...pn prathiba tell me about mark of ekonomi asas...
i in hopes of i can got grade B or above...
more expect become more disappointment...
i oso dunno why i alrd try my best to study tis subject oso cannot got my target...
In examination, i oso answer wit full confident....
WHY i can't got whatever i want...???
WHO can explain to me...???

......

I care YOU
I love YOU
I miss YOU
I need YOU
I want YOU
I heart YOU
I never forgot YOU

without you

i think without you i cant live my life properly
but NOT
Now
i can live my life without you properly
not just you can give all i want
now i live in busy life coz want to forgot you on my life
you not say anything leave me alone in here
i never forgot you...not becoz i love you is becoz i never forgive you leave me alone in here

我与你。。。

时常我都会想你跟我到底有着怎样的关系？？？
我们是什么啊？？
朋友，好朋友，男女朋友，性伴侣，一夜情的对象？？？
我不想要一个只有在你我需要对方的时候才关心，体贴，爱护对方。。。
我要的是有什么事都会向对方坦白的另一半。。
我宁愿我们不要再联络也不要一个无法给我任何答案的人。。
如果再与你保持这样的关系我怕我会越陷越深。。。无法自拔
我不要一个只为了性的男友。。
对我来说，有爱才有性而不是有性才有爱]
there are things about him
that would make me think this could't focus to other things
and other things that make me think it could't
long term?
short term?
just sex?
love and sex?
thinking thinking thinking
too much thinking
that's why i turn to GOD
to keep me serene no matter what happens....