每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友
你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.

Juz for laugh

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cut haiR alrD...

cut hair alrd, so regret to cut my hair haizZZ...
alrd finish my mid yr holidays..go back sko0l...i going to cut a new style hair....but not very OK..
fren, teacher n sum1 oso say tis style not equal to me...but alrd cut wat can i do...
if can i oso want back to time when i cut my hair...
new haiR..

camping_pic

jia wen, hui jun, joe ann, wan ting, pn chua....in dewan kem dayang
swimming pool in kem dayang.

abg in kem n wanting

joe ann, hui jun, wan ting, wei qi..

wan ting, hui jun, joe ann, jia wen..

jz back fr camping...

last saturday i jz back fr camp dayang...is so tired but enjoy..
tis is my 1st time go camp..is so enjoy got mny thg play..
is most excited one is nite walk n jungle trekking...
in thr i oso not sleep ..my fren n i were chatting in thr...watever we oso got chatting

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when i back home...i alrd sleep 1day alrd coz feel so tired...
tired but so enjoy...

haizzz...wat can i do N0W__who can help m3..

t0day, my teacher...pn prathiba tell me about mark of ekonomi asas...
i in hopes of i can got grade B or above...
more expect become more disappointment...
i oso dunno why i alrd try my best to study tis subject oso cannot got my target...
In examination, i oso answer wit full confident....
WHY i can't got whatever i want...???
WHO can explain to me...???

......

I care YOU
I love YOU
I miss YOU
I need YOU
I want YOU
I heart YOU
I never forgot YOU

without you

i think without you i cant live my life properly
but NOT
Now
i can live my life without you properly
not just you can give all i want
now i live in busy life coz want to forgot you on my life
you not say anything leave me alone in here
i never forgot you...not becoz i love you is becoz i never forgive you leave me alone in here

我与你。。。

时常我都会想你跟我到底有着怎样的关系？？？
我们是什么啊？？
朋友，好朋友，男女朋友，性伴侣，一夜情的对象？？？
我不想要一个只有在你我需要对方的时候才关心，体贴，爱护对方。。。
我要的是有什么事都会向对方坦白的另一半。。
我宁愿我们不要再联络也不要一个无法给我任何答案的人。。
如果再与你保持这样的关系我怕我会越陷越深。。。无法自拔
我不要一个只为了性的男友。。
对我来说，有爱才有性而不是有性才有爱]
there are things about him
that would make me think this could't focus to other things
and other things that make me think it could't
long term?
short term?
just sex?
love and sex?
thinking thinking thinking
too much thinking
that's why i turn to GOD
to keep me serene no matter what happens....

FinallY...

finally...i decide to changes class maybe i cant to handle it....
i'm very stubborn many people ask me dun change but i dun hear anyone say....
hope got a new start and dun regret in my future...

You and me forever

You and me forever

You're in my dreams,You're in my thoughts.

You're the reason my heart doesn't stop.

You and me forever,And always to the end.

I can't live with out you,Because you are more than my friend.

I love you with all my heart,And I knew I would from the start.

As time goes on you and me can't be apart.

n3v3r f0rg3t y0u____________

I don't promise you be with you forever,
because i know sooner or later GOD will call me home;
But i will be given a chance to live any life again and again,
i know for sure i am going to find you again and again..


never forget you

haizzzzzzz.....my future

I in form 4 already....dunno why teacher arrange me in science class...actually i dun think i can in science class...However, i hear my name in science class for an instant i'm very happy actually. After that i think i should change class, but finally i dun change class i also dunno why....i also bring trouble to a teacher, in this second want change after that dun want change...i'm so childishness changes class like play games...In my mind, i think in science class i cannot handle and in account class i think i will regret in my future...

____I ALSO DUN NOT HOWWWW_____